What am I trying to do?

I'm starting this blog to track my progress to the body, mind, and soul I hope to have before I turn 50. Realizing that I'm closer to being dead than having been born is a stark and solemn reminder that our journey through this mortal coil is but a short one.

I began this quest last March with joining Weight Watchers. To date I have lost almost 16 pounds. I have rediscovered the bike that I once rode across the United States. While I doubt that I'll ever repeat that trip, one never knows where life will take you.

I have also decided that I want to work on making my relationships with my family and friends more meaningful. My relationship with my higher power something that is tangible and relevant. I sometimes think I am sinking. As my body gets older and softer, my response to life is as soft. This is not going to work in the long run. I have a full slate career wise, my son is fast approaching manhood, my marriage is stuck and I feel helpless to do anything about it. Is there anything I can do about it? I have to at least try. I believe it best I start with me.

Wish me luck.